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For a long time I held life at arm's length, I didn't trust my creativity, I was racked with indecision and I didn't know what I wanted. I was desperate for someone to rescue me. I would say things like
For a long time I held life at arm's length, I didn't trust my creativity, I was racked with indecision and I didn't know what I wanted. I was desperate for someone to rescue me. I would say things like "I just need a manager/agent/person to come and take care of stuff so I'm free to write songs". The truth is I didn't need that. It was a comforting lie I told myself. What I needed was to learn to treat myself and my work with respect. To take it seriously, even if no one else did. That meant showing up fully for it, but that kind of responsibility is scary. What if I’m not actually as good as I think I am? What if no one likes my music? What if I’m actually super cringe? It wasn’t just music. I hadn't been showing up fully in life. I was orienting away from life, passively jollied along by circumstance. I was hiding and making decisions to appease the gaggle of critics in my head. There were many ‘shoulds’. Unsurprisingly, I was often depressed or angry and couldn't figure out why. I liked to blame “the music industry” or lack of space to work. Things had to change. I sought out a therapist and gradually reconnected with the parts of myself I'd jettisoned. I started to get a sense of who I was beyond all the conventional roles I inhabited, all the shoulds and shouldn’ts I had internalised over the years. This led to glimmers of a different self, one comfortable in his own skin. I dared to call myself an artist: a radical move for this Fifer (because who the fuck do you think you are, Picasso?) I left a great job I was no longer happy in. That was 6 years ago and I’m still figuring it out. This song finds its origin in that moment. I took a flight and read a book about hypnotic regression through past lives. I suspended my disbelief. I looked up at the clear vastness of the universe from the foothills of the Pyrenees and bathed in the perspective. Living is scary but not living is scarier. #singersongwriter #Scotland #healing #folkmusic

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