aly :
i love him so much (as a best friend) not because we know each other for 5 years, but because he stayed when everyone leaves me. when i can't even laugh like others or talk. he have so many reason to leave me that time, like them. but he never do. he stayed, he comfort me when times get harder, he made me feel like i deserve to be loved. and he was the first person who made me felt special. he changed me, and i like it. he was the best friend i ever met and no one can replace him. MY ONE CALL AWAY. he was the only person who understand me, who knows me well. and then time fly so fast, the next day we're not friend anymore. because of understanding. he tried to fix it but at that time i was so fucking tired and i admit it, mali ako dun. almost 10 months, no contact, i unfriend him in all social media. but i regret it, dahil sa galit ko i forgot how important he was in my life. i forgot that he was my BEST BEST FRIEND. and now we're okay, i was so fucking happy. maybe universe let that happened because at that time we were so toxic. and now? we met again, the best version of us. and we became so close. i hope you know how much you mean to me. i can't promise that i wil always by your side but I'll try. I'll try to be there if you need someone to talk about, if you need shoulder to lean on. and i hope your doing fine right now, i hope kahit kunti patahimikin mo ang mga boses sa utak mo. i hope na makaya natin kahat and also, i hope someday if we met again, I'll see the person you've are dreaming of. like, living the life you always wanted. do things you've loved and show who you really was. and i hope 2yrs bring us an unforgettable moments. and kung maging college tayo, i hope we stayed best friend. again, i love you.
2026-08-29 13:37:20