@deanthedisaster: I felt so guilty leaving him every night that I swore I’d never leave him again if God would just get us through this. As my maturity leave was coming to an end I would cry at night and have really bad anxiety thinking about leaving him. I knew I wanted to be there for him and I wanted to watch every milestone he hit. We are beyond grateful that my husbands works so hard to support our family and allows me to stay home with Dean. Instead of constantly worrying about Dean I am able to spend every second with him, instead we worry about dad Everytime he puts his badge on, but we take advantages of any “lunch” breaks he gets. #pumpingmom #MomsofTikTok #birthstory #birthstorytime #nicubaby #nicu #breastingfeedingmom #sahmlife #sahm #webacktheblue💙🖤💙 #wesupporttheblue