@therealmaskhan: Finding myself has become so hard for me these days. Because I don’t know where to look for myself. Being lost is one thing but not being found. Not even by my own self is a thought that keeps me awake all night when everyone else around me is long asleep. I feel helpless because I don’t even know what to say to myself when I go look for it. How should I call myself back, how to convince myself to return to me. Those words that have the power to bring my lost self back to me are written in a language that’s foreign to me. No matter how hard I try or for how long, lam just unable to understand those words and decipher there meaning. And hence each day I loose the hope of ever being able to find myself again. “Allahuma Yassir wala tu’assir” <— i will remember this doa forever 🤍