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Fr because I don’t like myself because every time I look in the mirror, I don’t really see a person — I just see all the things that are wrong with me. I see every flaw, every mistake, every reason why I’ll never measure up. People tell me to love myself, but how do you love something you can barely stand to look at? How do you love someone who constantly feels like a burden? That’s what I feel like most of the time: a burden. To my family, to my friends, to anyone who even tries to get close to me. I feel like I’m too much and not enough at the same time, and that contradiction eats me alive.
I’m not okay because I’m stuck inside my own head 24/7, and it feels like a prison I can’t escape. My thoughts don’t stop — they tear me apart, replaying every time I’ve been hurt, every time I’ve failed, every time someone walked away from me. I convince myself that maybe it’s always my fault, that people leave because I’m not worth staying for. And even when I try to push those thoughts away, they just come back stronger, like waves crashing over me that I can’t stop from drowning me.
I don’t like myself because I’ve learned to compare myself to everyone else. No matter what I do, I always feel like I fall short. I see others smile, laugh, and live so easily, and I wonder why it feels so impossible for me. Why can’t I just be normal? Why can’t I wake up and feel like I’m good enough without needing someone else to prove it to me? It makes me angry at myself, but mostly it just makes me sad, because deep down I don’t believe I’ll ever be the kind of person who deserves happiness.
I’m not okay because I carry pain that I don’t know how to put down. Some of it comes from things I’ve been through, and some of it comes from the way I treat myself, but either way it feels endless. There are days where I smile and act like I’m fine, but behind that smile I feel hollow, like I’m just pretending to exist. And when I’m alone, the truth hits me harder — I feel empty, broken, and tired of fighting a battle that no one else can see.
I don’t like myself because I’ve never really felt like I belong anywhere. Even when people are around, I feel like an outsider, like I’m on own💔😭
2025-08-19 21:35:14