@de1anaa: #rant i always wondered why my little brother and i got out of our fighting stages and became super close but while my older brother and i were fighting all the time. i loved how close my little brother and i were and all i ever wanted was that same bond from my older brother. i was so nice to him and all he would do was start random fights for no reason, i was so over the fighting to the point where i was begging my parents to talk to him to see if he would change because nothing i did seemed to ever work. everyday there was at least one fight, and eventually i just gave up, it came to the point where i made it clear what i was trying to do, my effort was made and he wanted nothing to do with it, so i dropped it. everyday was just constant bickering and i remember crying and trying to understand why my brother couldn’t just grow up and stop being so childish, what i did to him that made him this angry at me, and i could never find an answer. i was mad at him and couldn’t wait for him to leave for college just to get a break from the fighting but honestly that was just worse. as much as i hated the fights, i still loved him and i was constantly thinking about why we just couldn’t get along. as much as i wanted him to leave, i couldn’t wait for him to get back, i thought that since we had our break from each other, we both missed each other and we could just be chill now. no. the same shit was happening. whenever we called he was always so nice so i thought we were finally good, but as soon as he came back, it all began again. looking back at it, 4 years ago, when i first started high school i would tell everyone that my older brother and i were super close and that we were like best friends, even though i knew it was a lie, i wanted it to be true so bad, i thought that soon we would become super close, but he had other plans. i have never cried over a boy as much as i cried over wanting my older brother to just love me. i felt like he hated me for the longest time, and even though i feel like he doesn’t hate me anymore, i still feel like we’ll never be close. i always thought we would grow out of it, but it felt like i was the only one growing.
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Tuesday 07 March 2023 06:22:11 GMT
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Spockler Inverted World :
I'm an older brother ask me questions
2023-08-15 15:01:59
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ihearthotmoms85 :
My brother hurts me but I still die for him
2023-10-07 05:56:58
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ෆ :
i cried sm reading the caption, i just want my older brother to stop fighting with me every second
2024-01-25 05:37:52
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🌙🦢Odette🦢🌙 :
I'm a older brother but my younger brother is violent when our parents are going somewhere idk he hates me I was trying to be nice but he still hates we were besties back then idk what changed him to
2024-10-19 11:45:15
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leah✝️ :
my brother yells at me but i still wanna be by him all day
2024-09-24 03:17:08
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hilda :
True.. when i was a kid we were like bff...I loved him and still do...but as i grew and grew...he...wasnt the sams anymore...more distant,rude,gets annoyed and angry if i dont do perfectly what he
2024-09-26 16:01:25
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piyop :
@Maeve: i have never cried over a boy as much as i cry over my older brother 😀
2024-05-08 17:03:39
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Janina 💙 :
My older brother isn't interested in me and I don't think he likes me at all 🙂
2024-03-15 15:04:51
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🇲🇦😆 :
this is so real like why is he so mean to me, he used to be so Nice to me when we were younger
2024-08-08 08:28:48
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ur mom slayed :
i can’t do anything perfect enough for him anymore
2023-03-21 02:13:13
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𝓉𝒾𝓃𝒶 :
he's literally ruined everything for me. I can't even look at myself in the mirror without seeing the horrid things he's called me, replaying the words he's said over n over every day
2024-05-10 14:26:48
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kera :
coming back to this, i care so much for him but it hurts seeing him do this to himself. there’s so much out there for him he just don’t see it
2024-08-08 00:40:20
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sav💫 :
i still love him :D today is also his 19th birthdayy!!!!!! he decided not to take work off today and still work even tho he has enough money rn- (college is already paid for, he lives at home, and has
2024-09-01 21:36:38
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𝐦.𝟐.𝐜𝐞♥︎ :
I’m under the blanket crying😐
2024-05-16 17:49:37
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⋆。‧˚ʚ 𝒞𝒽𝑒𝓇𝓊𝒷 ɞ˚‧。⋆ :
I idolised him and he didn’t care. He threw it away.
2024-01-06 17:21:09
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cluvsk8 :
I’m the older brother and my little brother my dad and my mom got in a car accident with me and I was the only one who survived
2023-12-11 22:07:58
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sere🌺 :
i don't fight with my brother but he doesn't look like he care about me
2023-08-21 03:59:31
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🎀 :
dude i relate alottt like i really love my brother i wish he could love me too and actually care about me
2024-03-31 14:35:43
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lahyamokaxwa :
you lookalike with the girl from Ghostbuster, lol forget her name
2024-03-10 20:01:57
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joke man :
he may fight with you everytime but deep down he's dying himself trust me I can relate I may argue alot but I'm dying inside myself we were treateddif
2023-08-29 23:15:21
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Yahsuha'sDaughter<3 :
I love my brother but.... 😔
2023-12-02 23:37:40
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zaj :
Finally ppl who understand
2023-09-20 00:06:44
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In_ur_walls??? :
My older brother hates me for no reason but when we were younger he picked me over all my siblings
2024-04-09 02:49:19
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X-Wing @aliciousness :
my biggest fear is accidentally making my little brother think i hate him
2023-03-24 00:52:58
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hay🛸 :
Please let me save
2023-03-07 11:43:39
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