@mayacatto: I was suicidal from the age of 16-19, isolated in my room while living my life online. Looking through my old laptop and seeing myself from back then I feel a sense of comfort that’s hard to describe. It was comforting knowing that you were ”sick” in a sense and that everyone was working to cure you while hiding from the outside world. I didnt know what life I was missing out on because I had given up too early. I lost years of my teenage life I’ll never be able to get back, not because I was treated poorly by anyone other than myself, but because I got stuck in the comfort of not having to change. Stuck in the delusion that I just wasen’t cut out for this world and that I was just born ”wrong”. If I have any isolated teens in my audience, I want you to know that time doesnt stop inside your room, but you yourself do. You stop evolving and growing as a person when you isolate, and that might be comforting for now but the world has a plan for you, a future even, and you need to be prepared for it. It’s un-imagenable right now, i know, give it some time. But in the mean-time you can msg that friend you havent talked to in a while, i promise they dont hate you, they’ll just be happy you’re still here.
mayacatto
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Wednesday 05 April 2023 12:39:54 GMT
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PantherIdk🇵🇷 :
i needed this post this is exactly what ive been doing for months now
2023-04-10 01:58:53
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Mr random guy 🗣️ :
It’s a sad world we live in knowing virtual reality is more calming than real life
2023-04-06 15:08:42
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mayacatto :
I’ll private this post later on for mutuals only cause it’s very different from what I usually post, just wanted to share
2023-04-05 12:44:01
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mayacatto :
Thank you all so much for the sweet comments, i’m taken aback from the response this vid had🥹this vid was only ment for my small circle AHH
2023-04-11 07:45:11
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mi-q Kivinen :
you okay now?? know this cause i wasted 10 years doing this...now i look old but feel energetic cause i have 10 years of energy to spent☺️
2023-04-06 23:17:44
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🌹 Sinners 🌹 :
im still going through that sht of life and still feeling worthless and much more so.. how did you make it out.. pls.. tell me cause i can't get out..
2023-04-10 02:57:26
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Alicia :
Har haft d väldigt jobbigt med det här också , skönt att se någon som lyckats ta sig igenom det 💗 Jag går ett år i skolan rn för att ta igen d betyg
2023-04-05 13:32:50
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D̵e̸v̵i̶l̸ :
Wish I had a friend to message other than that very inspiring words, thank you.
2023-04-10 04:22:03
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Marc Todtenhaupt :
good that your fine now. you gave me a bit hope fighting for 6 years activ now.
2023-04-09 22:55:24
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Elysium :
thank you..I really needed this
2023-04-09 23:47:50
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Chris Grant :
I was literally there at the same age and now that I’m 22 the feeling hasn’t gone away just has gone numb in my heart
2023-04-10 03:30:35
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satiricalbatman :
I'm happy you're okay. this also seems genuine, so I support your message and you have my empathy. it's good advice too
2023-04-10 04:43:13
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andre :
people are here for you and whether you want to hear it or not. I am proud you made it through and are still here
2023-04-10 01:12:50
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NomadicGG :
It's hard to appreciate the light if you've never felt the dark. Understand the you of the past and love the you of the present.
2023-04-10 03:41:37
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xX𝔐𝔬𝔫𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯Xx :
I’m glad you’ve gotten out of that isolation i too, have been there before and slowly workin on recovering but don’t let anyone tell you that you are
2023-04-10 07:54:09
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severi :
This hit way too close to home but in a good way. Thank you for sharing and for the beautifully worded message for teens. <3
2023-04-05 22:30:09
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KingZen :
if I knew you and we were friends or even more than friends, I would go out of my way to hug you everyday if I could. sadly our paths never crossed.
2023-04-10 00:59:03
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jayse.boi :
Let me tell you. It’s okay, I know you’re not seeking comfort but, I hope you know you are appreciated and loved, remember, to keep smiling
2023-04-10 03:55:24
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CEO Irvin :
Hope u doing better
2023-04-10 04:21:14
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SL33PY :
life gets easier i promise you. took me a while sadly but, I'm still here with scars to show. you're not alone man. hope you're doing well. u got this
2023-04-10 01:50:57
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Faubaulaus :
i relate to this but like in a diff way its like 13 to maybe 15ish for me and ive been spending years trying to get better but man it is fucking hard
2023-04-05 22:27:57
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Mirko Olivotto :
I would like to see you smile more
2023-04-10 01:51:54
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Reaper :
always here for a fellow person feeling the same... if you need to talk... I'm here
2023-04-10 03:35:50
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NormalizeGoths :
Love that you're sharing. I never realized this so I got stuck in myself more and more. Never get stuck emotionally, always try to change or improve<3
2023-04-05 23:34:19
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LifeofLiam :
cute, but keep going and always take the memory to learn and advance in life
2023-04-10 01:11:51
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karlswaggerr :
Hade liknande problem i den åldern. Pojkrummet blev nästan som ett fängelse för sinnet. Skönt att du med tog dig ur det!
2023-04-06 01:49:02
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Shadow Assasin :
I barely had any friends and isolated myself too, i dont still feel like i lost some thing. That kind of pain made me alot stronger
2023-04-06 05:16:18
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:
Hey I know how you feel depression on going been 7 years now if you ever wanna talk I’ll help I’m here ❤️
2023-04-09 07:55:31
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Thatguy :
Glad ya made it
2023-04-10 00:39:48
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frietje :
that really give me a little more hope thank you
2023-04-12 08:45:40
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Nicokitty :
You’re strong❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️i’m proud of you
2023-04-11 07:51:57
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Deity Link :
It's easy to give up. I've been there. Getting through it and wanting to live can be a struggle. A huge struggle. Proud of you for making it through.
2023-04-10 00:31:37
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Joseph Jim flores :
😔 literly what I'm going through rn taking care of my mom work and Bill just gets harder
2023-04-10 02:22:09
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I read allat🗣
2023-04-06 12:10:56
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ShadowSacrifice :
Same it took my kids to want to be alive but now I’m only alive for them not for me
2023-04-10 02:28:24
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Mr Free :
Head pat pat pat.
You understand Humans now more then others but one point is Inportend.
No one is normal, just be better and make the World better.
2023-04-09 23:08:39
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3than :
this is heartbreaking but you can do it just keep your head with a smile stay strong
2023-04-10 02:28:47
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Betrayal :
Im happy for you keep pushing forward i believe in you you keep pushing dont let anyone stop you
2023-04-09 22:48:42
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Lighty :
Väldigt glad att du kom igenom den tiden av ditt liv och att de har blivit bättre. Väldigt starkt av dig
2023-04-05 13:47:18
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Zyrrin :
Sounds tough. Keep pusshing through!
2023-04-09 22:32:38
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Donovan :
Glad you're still here
2023-04-10 02:36:34
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Kimchi 🇵🇸 :
i need a better hug emote because man.. i can relate and i just.. 😭😭😭 no words just ❤️❤️❤️‼️
2023-04-06 20:52:45
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Dylan Searcy :
I'm glad you're still here
2023-04-11 07:01:00
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ayy :
Känner igen känslan, det är starkt attu delar detta o vill uppmuntra self love! Love and peace!🥰🌺
2023-04-05 13:29:14
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ammaxxi :
Plenty of hate in the world. But more people are happy knowing you’re better, than people hating you are not. Those who care stick around, those who
2023-04-09 22:01:22
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poki :
True but I liked it back then cus I didn't know what me I'd become but I respect ur journey thank you
2023-04-10 02:39:32
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leg spasm :
I had a similar situation. Nice to see others who survived. Welcome back ✌🏻
2023-04-09 20:29:40
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L3rt3n :
Be yourself and do what you want. You are enough. You are in control. You are loved. You set the pace. Please stay❤️
2023-04-09 20:21:15
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Aleksandr Cook :
Strength is key. Underlying or not. It’s there. You made it. And god and your family is grateful. Thank you for sticking around
2023-04-10 07:01:11
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