@aak.ward: most days are the same, there are no surprises, there is no excitement. I often find myself uncomplacent, I don’t feel excitement or the longing for joy, I’m not eager - everything is the same. I forget to look around me, I dont ’see’ the excitement, instead I see the paths which I’ve already walked, I see my own imprints. the imprints that form the path, the path which gets deeper and deeper, untill the only thing surrounding me are the walls of my own creation. I could choose to look up, to find a new path, to see something else. yet I hurry, I worry, I don’t have time, I’m not enough, the path is clear, too clear, too easy to walk on, there are no surprises here. 6.4.23 #digitaldiary