@konstigo_vent: Addiction is ruining my life, but it also saved me in a way. I know I have to get clean, otherwise I will d!e, but idk how I can go back to how it felt to be sober. Currently 4 days clean atm though. #fyp ##foryoupage##addict##addiction##addictionrecovery##bpd##bpdtiktok##bpdtok##borderlinepersonalitydisorder##bipolar##bipolardisorder