@bibikabartaula04: Recording myself was never easy for me. But when you’ve noone by your side,Noone to hear your story and noone to wipe your tears then all you got is to sleep,overthink,cry.You all motivate me so much. Whenever i share my pain over here and know I’m not the one who’s suffering,going through this situation then I get motivated to stay strong. But it’s never easy and it’s not easy. Ik it’s gonna be more worst god gonna test me thousands of times more but all I can do is cry and write my feelings over here.All I want is to be okay. And i pray whoever is suffering you guys will get more strength and whoever don’t know it feels I hope and pray that you’ll never have to face this situation and never have to beg someone for love attention and care. You’ve no idea about the pain until you yourself go through these situations. The pain in your heart and the stressful life,incomplete sleep and destroying your mental health is insane.God bless you all and thank you for all your unconditional love and motivation. I really appreciate it❤️🩹