@chefkolbykash: It's hard to put into words how I'm feeling, but the show must go on. I know Paw Paw is watching over me in this moment. It's been a struggle finding my place in this world and for a while I was lost, but this experience showed me that I was never lost I was just on a journey without a map. People say it's just a TV show but I put my all into this and it would have taken a challenge like the wall to take me out. I know My family and pawpaw are still proud of me. He always said "you are my horse if you never win a race" didn't make much sense then, but now I get it. Thank you Masterchef @Gordon Ramsay @Joe Bastianich Chef Aaron Sanchez and Chef Tiffany Derry for this opportunity to memorialize him and keep him close. - To my MC family (the cast) We have laughed and cried together but gaining my forever friendships were more important than the competition. Love y'all. Now EVERYONE go cop some @Bayou City use discount code THEWALL for 15% off the entire site #masterchef