@bm_worthy: i watched as someones grandparent wiped away tears from seeing their grandbaby for the first time through a nursery glass window. The look of pure love on their face will forever be engraved in my mind as i realize you will never hold my future kids in your arms someday. I will never get to see that same look on your face, or listen to you recounting the day i was born. You wont be there to tell me everything is going to be okay. Instead of knowing you, my future kids will only know of you. And that is a soul shattering feeling #grief #youshouldbehere