@yunqhos: if it was easy to turn my feelings into a text then it would certainly not take me this long to think of appropriate words to describe how i feel about you. my dear captain, i cannot thank you enough for what you‘ve done for me. even though a year ago i didn‘t even really listen to kpop, ever since i found you in december you changed my life for the better. it is safe to say that nothing has ever been as big of a comfort to me as you have been those past months, because every time i went through something, at the end of the day i could find joy while watching you do something you‘re passionate about. i can proudly say that you are my number one biggest inspiration and have influenced my life in so many ways, from the way i dress to the music i listen to or the way i handle problems; my heart is so full of the love it holds for you. you went through so much to get where you are now, from eating fried rice from a nearby chinese restaurant every day to becoming an ambassador for a stunning brand, you deserve every single good thing that happens to you. i truly hope that nothing bad will ever find its way to you again. i love you so dearly and i hope that someday i will be able to tell you this in person. happy birthday my love, i will be your fan in every next life, forever 🩷 #hongjoong #kimhongjoong #hongjoongedit #ateez #ateezedit #fyp #foryoupage #kpopfyp #viral