T-Wayne :
To everyone in the group,
I want to be honest about where I’m at, even though this is hard to put into words.
I’ve been struggling for a very long time—since childhood—and lately the weight of it all has become overwhelming. I’ve tried to do the right things. I’ve shown up. I’ve put in the work, including years of therapy, and I wish I could say it’s brought the healing I hoped for. But right now, it feels like no matter how much I try, things don’t truly get better.
I’m exhausted. It feels like I take a couple steps forward only to be pushed many steps back, over and over again. Carrying this for so long has worn me down in ways that are hard to explain.
I want to thank you all for the support, understanding, and kindness that some of you have shown me. It has mattered more than you know, and I’m grateful for this space and for the brothers who have stood beside me when I’ve been struggling.
At this point, I’m in a place where I need rest—real rest—and I’m trying to lean into faith and be honest about how broken and tired I feel. I don’t have answers, and I don’t know what comes next, but I wanted to speak my truth instead of suffering in silence.
Thank you for listening, and thank you for being part of my journey.
2026-01-12 05:05:36