@adelimey: Glimmers. A faint or wavering light. Or, in this context, small moments of peace and joy. This year, I'm grateful to have experienced moments of glimmers. This year was slightly different because it was my first time having an alopecia relapse openly. While I tried to be as transparent as I could, there were also days when I'd constantly doubt myself. I remember crying on the way home after shooting the Bukit Merah episode for $8ventures. Because I didn't know if it was wise for me to continue hosting. I was afraid that others would not accept me or, worse, ridicule my company for choosing a bald host. On top of that, there were also several factors that made me feel like I was not qualified to be a host. But just as I was about to give up, glimmers. My bald appearance didn't affect the series at all. In fact, people encouraged me. Glimmers. Every interaction I have had, be it in person or in the comments, the "你要加油" from a youth while we were waiting to cross the road to the "Just wanted to let you know, I follow your story, keep it up" from an aunty as she's about to exit the train are all glimmers to me. Together with all the hugs and fit bumps I have received on the streets. It's truly a privilege. When my colleagues surprised me with a customised bucket hat, it further solidified the fact that my appearance does not and will not define me. They see Adel for Adel, and I couldn't be more lucky to have found such a supportive and safe working environment. Glimmers. While I spent most of my private and alone time trying to get by, these glimmers made up enough light to see through some of my darkest days. For that, I am eternally grateful to have found a strong community of friends online. I am just a 27yo lady who's trying her best. Literally. I may not know what 2024 may bring, but I will continue to do my best. Be it trying or learning, I will strive to be a glimmer for others. Just like what you guys are to me. From my silly videos to my long captions, thank you for taking the time to encourage me and, as always, for journeying with me. Here's to embracing 2024 together 🌻 Love always, Adel 🍋 #YearOnTikTok #alopecia #MentalHealthAwareness

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