@notandierhoe: I always ask myself who would’ve thought? I didn’t think you would ever leave me but that’s okay. I’m not sad anymore it just breaks my heart seeing you the way that I did. I didn’t care much of your feelings because I knew you’d always be in my life. Brothers and sisters always fight. It’s normal. Had I known you were leaving me so soon I would’ve dropped all my pride and told you a proper goodbye. You leaving me taught me so much. In a way made me stronger…. I don’t seek any sympathy from anyone when I speak about you. I really just miss you so much. I’m not sad I just miss you so much. I want to argue with you one more time I don’t even care how I speak to you I just want to speak to you. Just one more time. I turn 22 this month and you won’t see that but i know you’re watching. I would’ve given you more. Thank you for everything Giselle. I didn’t take advantage of the moments we had together and that is one lesson I learned. Everything I do in my life til the day I die is for you. Everything. Guide me. How ironic that the person who irritated me the most is the person I miss the most. I’m just having late night thoughts about you that’s all. But seriously… who would’ve thought?