@styledbytayyp: Depression sucks yall! Some days it literally hits out of nowhere for absolutely no reason and Sunday was one of those days! I could barely get out of bed. I got up and did the dishes, crying the entire time, so back to bed I went. A little while later, I got dressed and made my bed hoping it would help and it didn’t! I started a load of laundry and came back to my room to cry some more. I kept asking myself why I felt so awful and so incredibky sad! I was trying so desperately to hide my sadness from my daughters when I saw my 9 year old outside of my room watching me. She came in and hugged me and told me it was ok to be sad some times. At first it made me cry more because I hated that she saw me like this. Especially when there wasn’t even a reason I could explain to her as to why I felt the way I did. She then started telling me funny stories to make me laugh and we just talked for a while. It motivated me to get up and turn on some praise and worship on and throw on some makeup to get ready for the family superbowl party! She stayed in the bathroom with me the entire time making me smile and laugh without even trying! She has no idea that just her presence and her sweet heart saved me! God used her to remind me of his goodness through her innocence and unconditional love and that the battle belings to Him even when I don’t really know what the battle is! My girls are my light and I don’t know what I did to deserve them but I am so thankful! 🩷 #fyp #foryou #foryoupage #depresion #depressionsucks #girlmom #momofgirls #MomsofTikTok #battlebelongs #philwickham
