@blondejeff: I did that and I sometimes feel like im so behind in where I’m supposed to be in my career but to think this was all once a dream is crazy. I’ve not had the easiest journey but I’ve always kept it real and I will be honest last year broke me and i had to remind myself that I can’t always be the strong self motivational Jeff all the time and it’s okay to not be okay ! Everything I worked so hard for in terms of dealing with my mental health struggles came back to the surface and I felt really alone and it wasn’t great but life is not always about showing the ups but the downs also matters cause that’s what makes us who we are. After a well needed break from I would say the most important chapter of my life I’m finally ready to receive everything that I deserve and more cause we all deserve to be happy, loved, appreciated and valued and I’m really excited to share this chapter of my life with you all cause it’s been a long time coming. #model #modelling #success #dontgiveup #australia #lifejourney #learnontiktok #tiktokpartner #learnfromblondejeff