hoon 2028 keterima PTN n PTLN :
so.. storyline? long story short??? his boy had feelings for me since 1st grade of jhs, everybody knows it, infact. he was a friendly and chubby boy. he never confessed his feelings straightly, it's just i was making a clear distance between us. not because i hate him, not also because because i hate his appearance. it's just unusual to me to have someone whom has feelings towards me. in fact, i never accepted any of their feelings. long story short, on the 4th semester of jhs, we came back to school after summer break. and gosh, he done a diet. he looks lie a whole different person! the people around him often ask why did he do this, and turns out, his mother, reveals that he done this for me. he wamt to change his appearance to become more presentable. did that make me into him? no, not really. how can i fall to the person that i clearly have no feelings for? i always build a clear distance between us, never once i dare to step in his life to make sure i never give him high hopes. but as time goes by, his feelings still growing, the supports from his family and friends were also growing. i feel bad. truly. like i genuinely dont have any plan to accept anybody's feelings, like.. never ever? but i was also wrong, for being silent. not rejecting, not also accepting. just avoiding.
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