@safiyyavorajee: A Z A Y L I A 🐣 G A R D E N 🐣 I hope your smiling watching down on me as I’m doing your Easter garden ☺️ There is no right or wrong way to grieve, there’s no time limit on grieving, it takes as long as it takes or it could be a lifetime. we should encourage each other to grieve in there own way even if it means being open about the pain, sometimes we hide our hurt to avoid others feeling uneasy, but inside we’re screaming. What I express outwardly may appear beautiful and vibrant, but it masks the inner turmoil where I’m silently screaming and crying. On the surface, I pour out in a different manner, because I want to show the universe kindness and beauty and allow it to radiate into the atmosphere & help others. Time is not healing me neither do I expect it to, I am becoming aware of how I need to live my life going forward, I’m not rushing any of my feelings or emotions this is trauma after losing my baby, I have taken my time and I will keep doing that, working on myself having tons of therapy has kept me here and I’m trying my best to be a good angel mummy and always honour my daughter to the best of my ability. - I am becoming the woman I would want my daughter to be 👼 🙏🏽 🧡