@elinasaehoward: There were a lot of traumatic things that happened the week taylor went to the hospital but this one takes the cake. I can close my eyes and still see when the elevator doors opened and watching the surgeon in the reflection of the windows walking towards me. #ptsd
Just remember, you’re allowed to be both happy he pulled through, and traumatized at the experience, at the same time. One doesn’t cancel the other out. Had to teach myself that.
2024-04-01 17:27:49
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Living.withMadison :
I love you🤍
2024-04-01 17:29:44
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mamapeep82 :
My husband was in a terrible work accident around the same time your husband was hospitalized. No one would give me any information for almost 8 hours. That entire time I thought he was dead.
2024-04-04 03:50:13
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ThatGirlCheli :
This 100%! I get the worst anxiety when my kids get sick at all due to one of our youngest needing to be hospitalized in icu due to a “normal virus”. This was about 2 years ago too.
2024-04-01 20:07:07
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KattRodman :
They called a code blue while my ex was getting surgery to fix a really really bad appendix removal that left him in the hospital for weeks. I will never forget that feeling.
2024-04-01 21:13:55
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blanca herrera :
Ohhh no baby! Feeling like your life partner is gone is so valid for you feel sooo anxious about! Feel your feeling baby girl if you bottle them up it will only get worse ❤️
2024-04-02 01:21:03
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Samantha ☀️ :
It’s hard. Time helps. One day at a time. 💕 You got this!
2024-04-03 12:37:02
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breez.ebri :
i still have vivid dreams of when my husband was in the hospital. i’m so sorry you went through that ♥️
2024-04-04 00:47:30
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dayz5542bz :
No one understands trauma like this unless they’ve been through it themselves. Pay them no mind.
2024-04-04 02:09:02
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Lydia Mogg :
My 4yo son went septic a year and a half ago from pneumonia and I still get so scared every time he gets sick bc when we got him to ER I felt like I was in greys anatomy followed by a week admission
2024-04-01 18:30:04
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Kayla :
It's been 15 years since EMTs had to revive my mom in my drive way after her heart stopped. She's okay now & has a pacemaker. Sometimes I suddenly remember that night and feelings instantly come back.
2024-04-03 01:44:36
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Stephanie :
My husband had open heart surgery last year and the trauma from that time is haunting. Sending love!
2024-04-03 20:04:04
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Momofwildthree *Autism momma* :
side note: your hair looks beautiful here!
2024-04-02 14:42:02
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Carlee :
My husband recently had a gallbladder removal with complications that wound up w 30 days in hospital and I very much feel the same.
2024-04-01 20:19:51
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debroseys :
Absolutely understand
2024-04-02 18:02:45
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Rebecca Bell :
Both feelings can exist 🫶🏻
2024-04-02 00:51:37
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💜Alyssa💚 :
🙏🏻💕 It’s so hard, but healing it coming for you all I just know it! Love y’all so much!
2024-04-01 17:26:57
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Maddie van Halder :
Sending you so much love 🥺
2024-04-01 18:12:11
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AxxAngel :
take all the time you need girly to recover, heal and process everything you went through. your trauma and experience is no smaller than anyone else's
2024-04-02 03:10:43
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J E N N A :
I can’t even imagine what that was like for you. I am so sorry 🥺❤️🩹
2024-04-02 02:43:37
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Sarah Jennifer :
So valid, so real. My heart goes to you, it’s the worst pain to process. Grateful you’re both on the other side of it now, but feel it and ground in now too 💕
2024-04-02 13:30:45
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Abbizzle 🩲 :
The trauma from this stuff is awful. I’m so sorry you’re going through it. I’m 9 months pp and almost died a week pp and it replays in my head like that.
2024-04-06 23:12:03
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mo campbell :
It never leaves you, the trauma of thinking they’re gone. Don’t be afraid to seek therapy to talk about it and find ways to heal 🖤
2024-04-02 23:47:43
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bristol🥊 :
i’m so so sorry.
2024-05-21 22:58:27
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sassywifey23 :
your feelings are valid.
2024-04-01 17:29:38
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