@ihavereadthewholemoon: This Year I Mean to Be an Elephant by Wendy Xu I don’t know if you understand me when I say hopefully there is a future and we are both allowed in it. I mean last year it was OK just to be flattened by our ideas. I sat in so many rooms and eventually felt interesting and not like a chair. Do you feel like a straight line? I worry about how I don’t. I worry that when I turn on the radio this morning it sounds just like I expect. I am thinking about kicking what I expect in the shin. Last year I forgot whole people until having lunch again with those people. Last year I forgot really embarrassing secrets like how I am allergic to regular soap. Cue all different kinds of light and what music makes you feel not dead. Last night I dreamt about sand. - b 💚 #hopecore #ihavereadthewholemoon #radioforhead #windrelatedripple