@farhana_aayat: I wish I could be as happy as I appear in my pictures. I thought moving abroad would help me start my life newly. At this point, being constantly bullied by people from my own country, my life has become so miserable. I have been pretending to be happy, strong, and unbothered for a long time, but now I'm so tired and pissed off. I just need some peace in my life. I wish those who bully and spread fake rumours could somehow understand how bullying and spreading fake rumors about someone can affect that person's mental health. I wish there were some way to be free from this curse kinda situation. My academic environment is ruining my mental health day by day.