@abarth595xo: i cant even describe the pain i feel. the sadness i feel. the guilt i feel that it was you and not me. You were my bestest friend in the entire world. i think this just gives me some closure and something to do more like. watching clips when you would dance with me at parties. spoil me on Christmas and birthdays. hug me and kiss me on my forehead and now that privilege and blessing has been taken away from me so fast. The endless i love you is now turned into i miss you. i will have you forever in my heart. You are my guardian angel. take care of our family from up above. I love you. FUCK CANCER #cancer#cancerawarness#cancersucks🎗