@clairejjs: Theres no forgivness for me. I think im my own worst enemy stone, ive always been. I often imagine how frightened you must of been. “Its to quick to tell” she said, i just kept asking over and over it wasnt good enough. Maybe if i was seconds quicker i wouldnt be here and you in the ground. I long to trade places with you, for you to have a life, memories, to make friends, a birthday. I changed your blanket today i hope you like the bright colours like i do. Do you feel me lay there? I wish to hold you, even if your flesh is gone. I dont care, its still you still my baby. The bugs that crawl the earth can touch you sooner than i can, that is hell and im forced to keep going. I miss you terribly, i love you more than i can ever say. Its may 21,2024 the rain finally stopped. I noticed some weeds grew around you, maybe im not as poisonous as i thought. #safesleepawarness #safesleep #infantlossawareness #infantloss #safe7 #momoftiktok #momtok #greenscreen #foryou #fyp #childloss #childlossawareness #grief #griefjourney #grieftok #cosleeping #mother

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urrolledupcokedollar
T💕 :
I was 9 months pregnant when I 1st saw your videos. 3 months pp when I was exhausted & wanted to keep my son in bed,I’d think of stone & try the bassinet again. You’ve saved many lives. I hope that- -
2024-05-22 02:40:03
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ginatrombley
Gina Trombley :
Does anyone know when it is technically “safe” to bed-share? My daughter is 6mo and I am so nervous we do it sometimes. We try not to but she sometimes refuses anything else and I can’t sleep when 1/2
2024-05-25 03:04:00
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.roni.33
Roni <3 ! :
If you didn’t deserve to be forgiven, then you wouldn’t feel guilty. Your baby knows how much you love him ❤️
2024-05-22 00:57:40
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thenewangelcakes
haley divizn 🫧 :
it's not your fault girl, he would not want you to blame yourself. the best thing you can do for him is to be happy and keep living in honor of him. sending you so much love 🤍🤍
2024-05-22 00:49:07
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stoked2bequeer
stoked2bequeer :
Grief may be looked at in stages but it is indeed a cycle. He’s waiting so excited for you Mama. Keep going, five minutes at a time.
2024-05-22 00:59:06
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garden_of_trinkets
Garden of Trinkets🍄👼🏼 :
There’s no pressure for you to feel any type of way. You’re feelings are incredibly valid. Nonetheless I wish I could keep that blanket from fading.
2024-05-22 01:38:48
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aabbby8
Abby :
You deserve to heal. You never meant to harm to your baby, you loved him with your whole heart. Him and god know that ❤️
2024-05-25 04:37:44
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n1ghtcoree1
n1ghtcoree1 :
Sending love to you are a strong mama
2024-05-25 23:37:36
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92scastillo
Sarah Castillo :
Claire you are an amazing mother to Stone and ALL of your children. He can feel how much you love him, even now. ❤️
2024-05-22 00:55:43
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kristendawn23
Kris :
Oh Claire there are no words for your impossible pain ❤️but maybe this story can give you a bit of bigger perspective… when my Gram passed she said “Joanne, you’re grown… have you come to take me?”
2024-06-12 14:32:59
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sophia_mcclintock1
Sophia(learning God) :
As mothers nothing will numb the pain of losing our baby. Your feelings are always valid but I know somehow our angels send us signs to be happy.
2024-05-23 09:10:44
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mady131301
Mady :
Love you and stone ❤️
2024-05-22 00:57:00
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amyleon40
Amy Leon :
I'm so sorry momma 😢 this pain this guilt shouldn't travel with you. childloss is the worse💔
2024-05-24 13:28:52
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marymerryquitecontrary
Mary :
I think of you and Stone so often. Especially postpartum and being so exhausted just wanting to fall asleep with my baby but I remind myself of your story. I’m so sorry ❤️
2024-05-22 01:46:20
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sun.tea.na
nUnyabiz :
oh girl. love you❤️
2024-05-22 01:24:43
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elaina_juno
Elaina :
Claire, I pray for you everyday 🙏 You may not forgive yourself, but stone forgives you and loves you so much! 😢 ❤️
2024-05-22 00:53:42
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sashaawright93
Sasha :
You are the most incredible mother please try and be kinder to yourself 🤍 your little boy will always be with you and love you, till your reunited ❤️xxx
2024-05-23 10:45:58
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heatherkurland
heather🦋🦋🦋 :
Mama it took the hardest less than you could ever have, but in the loss of his, you have saved so many. I see the comments, believe.
2024-05-27 14:47:42
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xxxxx1xxxn
xxxxx1xxxn :
Darling beautiful girl you where simply a loving mother who wanted to cuddle to sleep with her bub, please never blame yourself ❤️ur precious boy would not blame you
2024-05-22 22:12:41
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auntyiroh
Auntie Iroh 🌙 :
Because of baby Stones story, I never slept w my baby in the bed. I prioritized safe sleep. Stone must be so proud of you for saving lives & sharing his story. Thank you. Sending you so much love. 🤍
2024-05-23 05:51:13
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katecarringtonx
katecarringtonx :
This is the most painful and beautifuly written piece on what it feels to lay about your baby in the ground and I’m so sorry you feel this too.
2024-05-22 12:00:34
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mumof4_winginglife
mumof4_winginglife :
i’m so sorry 💔
2024-06-04 20:22:48
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shelbgage
shelbshel :
This is the most beautiful and sad thing I’ve ever read in my entire life. Sending you so much love.
2024-05-22 04:17:44
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cherryglittergloss
(=^・ω・^=) :
i always think of you from time to time, i hope you are being kind to yourself despite feeling like you don’t deserve it, u really do deserve good claire
2024-06-09 02:49:40
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