@glittered_up: I post these videos to bring awareness to the pain a family endures when a doctor is negligent, but I'm also keenly aware that many people don't think I'm sad unless they physically see me crying. Grieving doesn't mean you cry 24 hours a day, but in my case, I've definitely been crying A LOT this week. I'm easily triggered nowadays. Anything that upsets me even completely unrelated to Jerell, triggers my grief about him. I've never been an emotional person like this. Now, I understand. The pain is too much. I just want to go be with him. #cancer #cancersucks #fuckcancer #sarcoma ##sarcomawives #synovialsarcoma #justiceforjerell