@zoebarbiedoll: This video was posted on my old page that was banned but it came up in my memories and is another example of how far ive come in my grief and trauma healing journey. I had such a good day but was so shaking and uncomfortable the entire time. I remember feeling embarrassed because the shaking was uncontrollable and I knew people were looking at me but Im still glad i pushed myself to go. This year for Memorial day weekend I went to Ybor in Tampa which was packed, then to an after party. The next morning i went to a huge beach party and although i still feel a little uncomfortable, its not outwardly seen like before. #memorialdayweekend #contentcreatorsoftiktok #ptsd #anxiety #mytraumahealingjourney #mentalhealthjourney #MentalHealth #lifeafterloss #cptsdawareness #cptsdawareness #cptsdhealing