@teabrain: its another year without my mum, and id just like to post about her to appreciate her and her life!! she was an incredibly talented musician, mother, and person. she had so many things going for her as a beautiful and striking lady. her presence was loud and a room have a wonderful atmosphere the moment she entered it. something i miss most about her is how she would hold me, i could tell she really loved me. nothing could ever recreate just the way she made me feel and thrive as her daughter . 5 years have gone by without you and i still can't comprehend that the only place i get to see you is in my sleep