jaja🍓 :
You know what hurts the most? I just watched Saksi ang Langit by December Avenue and grabe, it hit different. Everyone’s crying about the father-daughter story in the music video, but me? I couldn’t relate. I wanted to, pero I never really had moments like that. No memories to rewind, no shoulders to cry on, no dad waiting by the door. Like, how am I supposed to miss something I never really had? All my life, it felt like I was just watching other people have that kind of love, yung may tatawaging 'dad' and actually mean it. Me? I just got used to the silence. To the absence. To pretending na okay lang, kasi sanay na rin naman akong wala ka. You weren’t there for the scraped knees, for the school awards, for the breakdowns at 2am. You weren’t there for me. But sure, you gave life. Just not the kind I deserved. Maybe one day, I’ll stop looking for you in every father-daughter song. But not today.
2025-06-15 07:46:44