@upfaller: not a day goes by where I don't miss you bro. I miss coming home from weights or practice and telling you how excited I was. how close I thought I was to be on varsity, or the knowledge you would give me or when you would help me to get more food in to gain weight and get bigger. your tips to workout more or ways to do different workouts, I always wanted to get a lot of tattoos just like you had, since I was young. but I never thought I would have to get one for you. you leaving was never a thought in my head. I miss you so much Danseh it's been too long, too hard without you but I'm keep pushing for you. you believed in me for making the NFL. I wish we took more pictures together instead of just memories. to ride a skateboard with you up to the mall one more time, to talk to you, to show you my new stuff for football, to ride our bikes and end up getting a flat tire on the way back, to wake up and hear music coming from your room again, getting tips or you helping me cook things when I was little, eating all your leftovers you'd put in the fridge, or someone else's but blaming it on you, even that workout I did with you when we didn't have anything and used cans of sloppy Joes for dumbbells, or to hear one of your funny stories from before I was born, or when I was little on the way back from a bike or skateboard ride. I'd give anything for one of those things. Danseh when I made a bad decision I don't like talking about and was at a very low point in my life, you were the first one to hug me when I got home from the hospital, it meant so much to me, you were the best big brother anyone could ask for I miss you more than words could explain and I just wish you were here to see me do the things I'm doing now, how I did last track season, how I'm doing in football right now, the weight I've gained, anything. I'll never forget you Danseh I love you. even 8 months and 3 days later from you passing, I still think I'm going to see you in your room when I walk by it every time. or see your door closed and hear a show playing and you being asleep I still feel like your in there but your not. it still feels like it only happened yesterday, people say time heals but not this. its almost getting worse how much I miss you and wish you were here. LLD

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