@rakuyo430: #fyp My heart feels heavy it hurts i want it out of my body it feels like a cinder block my heart hurts (About my day) I had breakfast with my grandparents and my little brother then we went to the movies we saw inside out 2 again. I came home and i felt like throwing up school starting is scaring me im scared i feel like im in 8th grade again i want to throw up all of this anxiety it scares me my mom made me upset today too we got an email saying i could take advanced classes and she said theirs no way someone like me could get those classes it made me want to cry i wish my family could see me normally and not someone who fails school i feel so pointless ill never be as good as my dad i feel like a mistake a broken mess that can’t be put back together why am i like this why am i such a screwup