@roanmusicofficial: 💙When you've memorized their life and every word they've said, but they can't even remember your birthday...💙 I wrote this one in the middle of the night on my bedroom floor. Anyone who has been in a situationship knows how much it fucks with your head, sometimes to the point where sleep is not an option. I wanted to get out of my head, so I grabbed my guitar... but writing about this thing was near impossible. I realised how ashamed I actually was of the situation I had put myself in. The way I was completely neglecting my own emotional wellbeing just for a glimpse of affection from someone who was toying with me. I needed to stop filtering myself in order to let it all out. So that became my little exercise while writing this one: if a line made me physically nauseous, that meant it was honest enough to be worth writing down. What resulted was this blunt and vulnerable song that I am so goddamn proud of. This is a song for all of us situationship survivors. For the hopeless romantics, the yearners who see potential in even the most hopeless cases. For those of us who were led on by someone who only grew more and more avoidant as we grew more attached. I see you, I was you and this song is now for you! 💙 "My First Name" is now available to stream wherever you listen to music! #situationship #yearning #newmusic #sadgirlsummer #smallartists
