@fictionallyflawless1: These videos are all from the first 3 months of when Osman was born. I would put Kareem who was 9 months at the time to sleep and Deen who had just turned 2 to sleep and drive over to my sisters house to spend time with Osman and take care of him so my sister could get a few hours of sleep. I would do that almost everyday and then I would put Osman to sleep beside her and drive back home before Kareem would wake up. I’d be exhausted but there’s just something about becoming a Khala. You don’t just feel responsible to take care of your sister but also feel like you’re responsible for this new life. To care for her but also love and protect him. Looking at these videos I can tell how tired I was but I never felt it. I’d do it all over again. My children never knew I was gone but my sister and her baby always felt secure knowing I’ll be there. And I will continue to be there. Forever for her and forever for her children. InshAllah. Thank you @saimascorner for giving me my 3rd child. Can’t wait for you to pass over my fourth 🤣 and Happy Birthday to my Osman Jaani. You will never understand the love I have for you but I promise, you will always feel it ❤️ forever mine ❤️