@givebrandi_love0349: I found a few clips I took while in the hospital. This was 3 days before I was to be released and without a doubt I was on edge. pain can wreak havoc on your mental state, and to say I was homesick would be an understatement. As difficult as this has been and will continue to be for a period of time I'm a firm believer in a positive mindset. it would not be hard to fall down a dark hole if you allowed for it. I have good days and... Less good days.