@yuewma: honestly i'm not doing good right now, it's not just one thing, i think it's the accumulation of everything. i won't share everything with you, but i think this platform is part of the problem (social media in general) i chase the numbers when i really don't even have the energy to do anything special anymore, i'm sure you've noticed. i is too easy to get caught up in the latest trends/songs/sounds/ whatever and not be true to yourself, only to chase a few likes or followers. i realised while i was making this, that an element is loose in my lense yet i think that the wobbliness is a suitable representation of how i've felt lately; insecure and unstable. i'm not sure where i'm going, i've done these for a year soon, every single day, maybe two weeks ago i was so sure that this is the thing which i want to pursue, yet now at times in not even sure if i want to get up from my bed? it's like i've lost the excitment for life and everyday i find myself longing for both excitment and life once again hoping for something to be different, only to fall into the same negative headspace which led me to where i am right now.. you wasted a few minutes just reading my shit lol forget it.

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