@carolineklidonas: Ad | I used to spend hours checking my memories for accuracy, replacing "bad" thoughts with good ones, and rehearsing my responses to imagined worst-case scenarios. I'd repeat these behaviors so many times that it often led to derealization and panic attacks, as I began to question what was real and what wasn't. On the bad nights, I worried I was losing my mind. Turns out, I wasn't. But I did have OCD, and I was performing what we call mental compulsions. I had no idea that False Memory OCD and mental compulsions even existed, which is why it took me so long to get help. Now that I'm in recovery (thanks to @NOCD and ERP therapy), I love talking about the intricacies of OCD -- how it works, how my specific subtypes manifest, and what a path to recovery ultimately looks like (spoiler alert: it's not a linear path to success). My full interview with NOCD is live on the Get to Know OCD podcast (link where the links are!). I hope my conversation can help shed some light on the multitude of ways OCD can show up, so that more people can get the support they need sooner. ERP therapy works, and there is life beyond OCD--I promise, promise, promise! Thank you for having me Patrick McGrath and NOCD! #ocd #erptherapy #nocd #realocd #MentalHealth
Caroline Klidonas
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Thursday 22 August 2024 21:38:55 GMT
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Cowboy Jo :
THANK you for your vulnerability 🩵 I appreciate getting to know the real you beyond your hilarious skits
2024-08-24 13:36:08
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Sam & Ruthie :
Thank you for sharing. You are magic 💜
2024-08-22 23:19:16
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Ally :
Appreciate you sharing with us 💗 good reminder that we never know what people having going on and to have compassion for
2024-08-22 22:22:23
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Pauly Grandov :
Thank you for this! I had extreme derealization with panic attacks and i still dont believe i have a correct diagnosis. They told me its BPD just based on the derealization 🤷♂️
2024-08-30 06:55:28
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Gabrielle Swanson :
Therapist here THANK YOU ! You’re helping more people than you can even imagine 💗
2024-09-15 06:37:05
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mrjd1719 :
Thank you so much for sharing! You are the only other person I know who has experienced this and I have never really understood what happened to me when this started. ✌️
2024-08-22 22:11:41
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roisin_roberts :
I suffer from the same form of OCD, thank you for sharing it’s rough out there
2024-08-27 07:08:43
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Jrod :
Mix this with a sprinkle of parental gaslighting and vivid dreams is how I feel sometimes I cabtbrember if it was a realistic dream a real memory or my mom says I made it up
2024-09-21 07:09:32
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Anna Børsen :
when this showed up on my fyp i recognised her as an actress but just couldn’t put my finger on what movies i’ve seen her in, until i recalled a character from the space ship series, and was like ohhh
2024-09-03 15:58:57
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Abella :
I appreciate you for showing this vulnerability and using your channel to convey such an important awareness, i really admire you!
2024-09-09 21:32:30
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angelwraps 👑📖😇🐙✨ :
This has to be really hard. Thank you for sharing about it.
2024-08-26 18:37:35
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red :
i wanna be your friend. i understand everything you’re saying and i majored in acting in college and have struggled with my mental health so hard, it’s so nice to see someone like u voice these things
2024-09-02 09:22:22
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Girlwhoshouldbeworking :
Omg the hottest creator has ocd like me 🔥 makes me feel like we can succeed even while being in essentially hell
2024-09-20 03:05:59
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Beee_pandaaa :
Thank you for talking about this ! It’s very hard for people to understand and you explained it so well, you’re amazing. ❤️
2024-08-28 10:25:27
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Emma Tsokos 🧿 :
I have OCD too! Thanks for speaking on it, we need more people explaining what is really is 🩷🩷🩷🩷
2024-11-01 11:48:01
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1Brownman :
This is a problem for us creatives bc even if it isn't real it could be and therefore, is!
2024-09-20 17:45:39
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Kim :
Yep yep yep
2024-10-10 16:38:53
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Peace :
❤️
2024-08-27 10:01:30
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laurencarlson163 :
❤️❤️❤️
2024-10-18 03:12:43
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katelynmulholland :
@AlexisMulholland
2024-09-24 22:50:50
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Heba Mohammed :
We see death and hunger every moment. What is the world waiting for to respond to me? Losing my brother who had a stroke or losing my family? Please I need your help 🥹
2024-08-25 06:51:41
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Heba Mohammed :
I'm Heba from 🍉. My brother had a severe stroke affecting his movement and speech. I hope not to lose him under these difficult circumstances. I believe in compassion and seek help🙏🫂
2024-08-25 06:51:38
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