@l.ate.the.apple: It's so f_cking hard sometimes to accept it but it's true, I can't change it. It's true. I don't deserve him but I want him so bad... He really is the sweetest boy/man in the world. I want him so bad, but I know I can't have him. Even if he doesn't know it and doesn't know me, he has already done so much for me, he saved me (literally) #lorenzozurzolo #LORENZOZURZOLO #niccologovender #niccolorossigovender