@theresaelaineee: someone told me yesterday “you look happier” & my first instinct was huh what? I’m still struggling a lot! But today I found a video of myself from a year ago & didn’t even recognise myself. The answer is now clear: i actually am happier! A year ago i thought i’d never see light again & now I’m laughing because the sun will rise again & again & again & again — I promise !!!!