@redbullflavoredbongwater: why would i ruin my relationship and peoples lives just for some followers? That shit dont make sense.Ive been through alot within my life and honestly this just takes the cake and the only reason i post about it so much IS BC IM STILL HEALING i still cant wrap my head around the situation and im sorry if it bothers you i am but im choosing to heal out loud bc i almost lost myself staying silent