@grimehouse: I don't usually watch videos back of myself but i was trying to edit this video to be funny and it actually made me sad to realize that I'll NEVER become the artist I always dreamed I would be and its time to accept it. A few months ago I was diagnosed by a professional with ADHD, Chronic Social Anxiety disorder and being on the spetrum. Neither of that I ever considered as the terms are used so loosely in our daily lives. This video was before my medication, before a diagnoses but its also when my symptoms were at their worst. While I thought I was being at my most hyperactive and anxious in my life. Still not even brave enough to seek the help. I saw a similar interview of myself very recently and I'm about 50 times worse. This is after being heavily medicated daily. In my mind the meds are making me better but in comparison I want to go back to my previous worst. I can longer sit still for 2 seconds. I can't stop nervously trying to crack jokes or keep a sentence long enough for a conversation to make sense. I clearly can no longer be in social environments and I feel I can't ever be fixed. (Thank God for @newheroband as travelling and performing with your best friend who knows your boundaries and knows when you need help gets me through alot of the tours ❤️) Onto the good news. I love all of you on here. I don't want to throw all this work away. I still LOVE producing. And we happen to have built a full commercial recording studio inside our night club. I want to build artists. Connect singers with writers. Guitarists with Drummers, managers with promoters. Marvin, Scottie and I , 3 brothers will be opening our own DJ ACADEMY MUSIC PRODUCTION ACADEMY ARTIST MANAGEMENT LABEL alongside the best professionals in the world. We will make this accessible to everyone! We can't promise We'll will change the industry, but I promise we'll spark the fire of someone who will. So... If you want to invest in some unprvileged kids, Become a musician.... Become a pop star.... Become a DJ... Learn the business of music... If you want to learn.... If you want to help.... Email us: [email protected]

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