pov: You have a huge crush on Heeseung, a crush that’s blossomed over years. He’s been your best friend since high school, a quiet but brilliant guy. He always tops the class, and he always helps you with your lessons. You’re the only one he hangs out with, and you have no idea why. You’re constantly by his side, and his constant help has gradually turned your crush into something deeper. You can’t tell him how you feel. The fear of rejection is overwhelming, and you don't want to ruin your friendship, so you keep your feelings locked away. You hide it all through high school and even into college. But time doesn’t make your feelings any easier. Your happy crush has transformed into love, and now you're consumed by it. You're jealous of the girls who approach him, and you find yourself snapping at him for no reason. He's often confused by your sudden changes in mood. You realize your feelings are spiraling out of control and you know you need to tell Heeseung how you feel. He deserves to know why you act the way you do. Yes, you kept it a secret for a long time because it could ruin your friendship, but you have no other choice; you're getting worse and you need to stop this before it becomes toxic. Now you're standing in front of Heeseung, your hands shaking. You're terrified of his reaction when you confess. "I like you," you say, your voice barely a whisper, as you meet his gaze. You see the shock on his face. "What?" Heeseung asks, his voice confused. "I've liked you since high school. I hid it from you because I was scared you'd reject me and ruin our friendship. But I need to tell you now because my feelings are getting worse. It's gotten to the point where I get jealous of all the girls around you. That's why I sometimes get angry with you and act strange. I feel terrible about it, which is why I finally decided to tell you. You need to know so you can understand why I act this way." "Y/N..." he says, almost in a whisper, his eyes wide with surprise. "Don’t worry," you say, trying to sound calm. "For now, I'm going to stay away from you. I don’t want to ruin our friendship because you're the only person I can truly trust. I'll stay away until these feelings go away." Tears welling up, you turn away from him, your voice cracking. "I'm sorry," you hear him whisper. You start to walk away, tears streaming down your face. You feel a heavy ache in your heart, but you try to accept that maybe you and Heeseung are just friends. It’s hard to be away from Heeseung, especially since you’re used to him always being there. You miss him terribly, but you know you have to do this if you want to save your friendship. “Do I really love him this much?” you ask yourself, a wave of despair washing over you. Weeks pass, and you're still struggling. But during those weeks, you realize how important Heeseung is to you and how much you need him in your life. You decide to endure this heartache so that he can remain in your life. As you’re walking one day, lost in your thoughts, you bump into someone. You start to apologize, but then you stop. You recognize the person you bumped into—Heeseung. You’re about to walk away, but he grabs your arm. “Let’s talk,” he says, pulling you with him. You have no choice but to go; you can’t refuse him. He takes you to a quiet place where it’s just the two of you. When you arrive, he immediately faces you. He stares at you, and you're speechless. You don’t know what to say to him. Then, in a heartbeat, he pulls you into a tight hug. +(comsec) #HEESEUNG #heeseung #heeseungpov #pov #enhypen #enhypenedit #enhypenpov #fyp #foryou #foryoupage - @enhaluvsaira