@erinrackham: It’s nice to have clarity about these past moments of confusion and disorientation now that I understand my dissociation better. 🙏🏻 When I was first diagnosed with dissociative identity disorder (DID), I didn’t know if I’d ever be able to really feel peace and trust myself again. Everything just felt so out of control when I was first waking up to how often I was dissociating every day. ❤️🩹 It’s taken a couple of years of weekly therapy and a LOT of practice slowing down and helping different alters unburden & feel safe in this current physical reality, but I’m starting to feel confident in my ability to cope with life again—even if it’s just in tiny ways to begin with. 🙌🏻 It’s hard to do life consciously when all you’ve ever known is unconscious living. But it’s incredible to *actually* feel in control of my life for the first time ever. I almost never go into “fawn” trauma responses anymore and it feels amazing! 🥹 #dissociativeidentitydisorder #did #dissociation #dissociationmadesimple #cptsd #traumarecovery
so you can have did and not have huge gaps in memory and still perceive it as you/host the whole time even during switches?
2024-10-28 17:09:15
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Louseb :
It really helps to hear you talk about your experiences with dissociation. It helps me not to be so lost and more accepting and understanding of myself. Thank you for being so brave and articulate.
2024-10-27 23:31:01
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Kascheira :
Thankful for your videos🖤
2025-06-27 08:22:38
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GA :
I'm unsure how I feel right now, because I started watching your videos when you had the OSDD diagnosis, and really related. But lately, I hadn't seen you much.....but have been relating to other/
2024-10-28 15:28:19
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Velvet :
Felt- needing to know its DID! I’m only 22 but when 17-19 yo. Alters front it’s jarring more than the younger ones somehow- it’s wild how much growth happens in those few years!
2024-10-28 01:03:54
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Guardian :
Been an incredibly silent watcher for awhile, as a system that prefers to heavily mask and ground in day to day life as a “single minded” person it was your page that made me, all of us,feel more sane
2024-11-16 16:09:08
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aliceunmasked :
I really appreciate your content.
2024-10-27 21:18:28
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HollyEFKJ92 :
I have felt that so hard! 🥰
2025-01-19 01:51:03
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carochildofhel :
do you think DID alters are your brain using neural pathways from a time in your life sorta? like they each have different pathways that are “easier”?
2024-12-17 10:00:37
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Jessi R | ADHD Entrepreneur :
Very interesting! So did EMDR not help at all for you?
2024-10-28 03:00:42
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Rachel Sarah :
Please help me 🥺 I can’t get out of it. I’m 3 months PPD.. I feel like it’s been happening my entire life though now looking back.
2024-12-04 00:19:06
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Dandy System🇦🇺 :
I’ve never thought about the struggle of giving the correct information on a 911 call but hell I’m writing that info down on our phone now cause that’s scary. - gage
2024-11-04 23:03:54
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ia3 🍉 :
Happy to hear ur son is seizure free ❤️🩹
2024-10-28 03:43:04
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her :
Could it have been shock !
2024-12-24 03:19:22
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renovatin :
Thank you for sharing ❤️lot of hope in this for those in the scary phase of coming to terms with DID for the first time.
2024-10-27 20:49:06
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Erin H :
Thank you for your videos I really look forward to the DID info. My counselor just gave me the MID, and she’s working on my results….
2024-10-27 21:28:11
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Charlotte 👩💻 :
Can you explain the “slowing your life down” part. I’m juggling a million things and my system is very stressed. We’re switching constantly and it’s very painful. We’d love for things to chill out!
2024-10-28 04:58:45
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legerebooks :
Thanks for sharing. I learn a lot from your videos and it is also nice to see the realities of DID that isn't dramatized for media
2024-10-27 21:44:38
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Mr Joshua | Child Therapist :
Thank you sharing. (You don’t have to answer this) but I’m curious, if the addresses you gave correlated to where you lived at those ages? That is, did your 12-14yo give the address they lived at?
2024-10-28 00:05:04
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SamEvelyn_ :
When I started following you, the diagnosis was osdd 1-b but now it’s did, if you feel comfortable could you talk about how y’all figured out it was did not osdd1-b and the difference between them? /g
2024-10-28 19:39:37
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ia3 🍉 :
I’m so proud of you!! This is so exciting to be at a place where you can feel safe within yourself ❤️🩹
2024-10-28 03:46:15
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Official of God :
I am sorry you experienced this scary moment with your child, I admire your strength to seek therapy I also have experienced this, I love that you are overcomer that helps others you’re Awesome
2024-11-18 15:13:09
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2024-11-08 03:04:21
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RæηbæMεrlιηεLθvîcθrn :
wish I had a dissociative specialist. still hope for the future. your videos inspire me to keep trying
2024-11-02 13:34:23
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Aisly :
I have atleast 3 distinct personalities living in my body. I think there's a 4th but she's not a nice person.
2024-11-02 04:24:11
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Cynthia :
thank you
2024-10-31 03:56:28
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Jojo 🐋🪷 :
Oh! I think I'm missing something. Do you will work again with people with trauma?
2024-10-27 21:50:02
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HannahMcClainNow :
👍👍👍
2024-12-28 06:26:04
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🖕🐰🖕 :
🎅🏻
2024-12-24 00:21:53
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MYSPACE.COM♾️ :
You having the career you did gives us so much hope in becoming a lawyer with DID THANK YOU _Dovell and Jessie j pinkman and jimmy McGill
2024-12-22 00:15:06
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Tyni :
also 32 + have such a similar story. things only started getting better about 2-3 years ago when I finally started treating my dissociative disorder instead of all my comorbid diagnosis 💐
2024-12-21 20:07:09
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pandaandleo2024 :
Needed this. 😭 👏Relatable. Not alone in any of this
2024-12-16 15:51:36
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Elias (i swear it's my name) :
were you aware while it was happening? Or did you regain this memory some time afterwards?
2024-11-25 01:56:02
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jess🌈 :
I think I have DID and I’m scared. I’m so exhausted all the time and I know I have so many parts that I’m too exhausted to give time too, which panics me more. Any advice on how to deal with this?
2024-11-07 10:40:55
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sallyet2 :
Follow me, I will make valuable presents for you🎁
2024-11-07 05:43:06
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Charlene Turner :
Before we knew and und my husbands autism ALL of his therapy never helped.
2024-11-06 03:20:23
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Annabelle Rankin :
I'm extremely pleased with the £67,000 profit return on investment in my Portfolio @𝗟𝗜𝗦𝗔 𝗦𝗘𝗡𝗔𝗬 📊💰
2024-11-04 12:36:19
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The Hope System :
six years into on and off system work we finally feel like a well oiled machine most of the time. aside from every other disorder, we function awesome 😂
2024-10-28 19:40:05
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Danielle :
how much do you think your perspective shift to understanding your DID has been influenced by your medicinal cannabis use? I'm happy to see your evolving titles across your videos. 💕
2024-10-28 18:24:53
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Lance/Elliott :
sometimes I go to ground myself but it doesn't work bc I keep getting the year or month wrong
2024-10-28 16:38:07
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Sam’s Flock :
Finding those specialists though? Feels impossible
2024-10-28 15:11:51
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