mymakeupandnails :
I learned about narcissism from Prof. Sam Vaknin online, it gave me such relief to have this knowledge, set my mind free! I pray for Prof. Sam Vaknin to have the most beautiful things in life, and I wish I could be his student one day! About my experience, I have such a painful life and I am stuck in it. Through the years I have been trained to be my partner's "mother" figure, once I moved in, he acted like his own mother was his secret lover, and best friend, and his dad is also like his "wife". 😳 And I am between those "two female figures" like he is cheating on me, and his grown adult parents also act like that. This does not make any sense and I can not explain it to peopl. I don't know what they say about me but everyone they know gives me weird look when they meet me and they never speak to me. Additionally, he spends time with his parents alone, they celebrate everything together. I am not allowed to be around. They have a different relationship with different dynamics but they know what they do is wrong, because they represent themselves to society differently, they pretend like they were normal, copying the standards. It is so disgusting I can not share the details, but their mind is sick and dangerous. I think they are all psychopaths and narcissist at the same time, if it is possible. I can leave but they have a grudge, I don't know how to explain, they don't want me to ruin their game, as I was quitting their game. And they want to punish me if I quit. So I am bad if I stay, I am also bad if I leave. And it is three people against me, and their friends also hate me, also they call me if I leave, tells me to come back by saying weird words like "he forgave you, he chose you", it is unbelievable -I think this is a cult.
2026-01-03 11:02:19