@chambrayblue: Yesterday when Bubbles acted like she was sick all day, and then came up beside of me shaking badly - I immediately felt an overwhelming sense if anxiety like oh no, I can’t do this again! I’m fearful of losing her and I know I shouldn’t be. She is young and fine. But the scars are still here, and I remember losing Gracie like it was yesterday. And I never want to lose Bubbles. Towards the end of this video you will hear spring in the background. Birds were singing us awake. But we had been up all night and what we were facing that day hurt deep. Even the birds could not calm my spirit. It was a heart wrenching day. #cockapoo #dog #Gracie #rainbowbridge