Envy :
My dear Arthur.
You never showed up, and now, after looking at the newspaper, I understand why. I don't imagine you receive this letter, but I nonetheless must send it. Arthur, oh Arthur. I was just started to dream the silliest and softest of dreams. I miss you, and I always miss you, but i cannot live like that, and it seems you cannot live any other way. when I am with you, the world make sense, but when we are apart, I see clearly that your world i s not a world from which one can escape. I am so sorry, for everything, for everything long ago and for starting up that business again. There's a goof man within you, Arthur, but he is wrestling with a giant. And the giant wins, time and again. You've broken my heart again, and I fear I have broken yours. For that i never forgive myself, but you must let me go now. I enclose a ring you gave me many years ago, when we were both young, not because I don't like it, but because i care for it. far too much and it reminds me too much of you. I hope, one day you will find some people in love who can use this, for it kept me thinking of you all these years, and I hope by returning it to you, I can finally be free.
Goodbye.
-Mary.
2025-05-30 04:01:08