@stillnot.zyxwvuts: if school has made my mental health decline to the point i study to escape rather than to study to graduate, i think something went wrong. i have lost all motivation for not only school but also mamy factors outside of education primarily because of school related events. i am so lucky to have the option to graduate early, which is one of the few things i’m thankful for the school for doing for me. i have applied to many schools away from where i live, in hopes to a new lifestyle compared to my current state. as much as i’d love to finish my school carreer here, i can’t afford to achieve my families’ disappointment because “i dont feel like going to college.” i know that applying for college is ironic as i am essentially digging my own grave, but if i get into a school that might make me just a bit happier than what i have had to go through for the last 11 1/2 years, i’d be happy to know i can study somewhere of my choosing, rather than somehwere where i might just continue to fall into nothingness. i hope i don’t have to look back at grade school and remember how much it took a toll on me. i’m excited to move on.#zyxwvuts_ #fyp #lgbt #classof2024 #classof2025 #graduation

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