promise me u will make more cycling vids . 🥰.. do u hike ? mediation ? stretching ? .. an maybe explain to veiws ya journey .. cause training has bad days an good . changing ya lifestyle an eatting to become a true better person , proud of u i can see u struggled with weight , girl.. people look up to you.. use it as a key to gain followers an ya shop . veiws an sales .. also makes u a better person as a idiol an mentor to many that will change cause they struggled an alot of us had struggles .. list is huge , booze , drugs , bad up bring , trauma , addiction to food , depression , a illness or disesae .. plz you seem like u have a soft side . that soft side. allows others to experience they arent alone an u been there . iv had many things thrown at me in life list is insane long. an yes am 1 percent of the male population with a highly 99 percent female disease handed to me by a lost generation in my family history .. so some where there hispanic an asian in me dna .. yes i have lupus sle .. iv been national titles champ in things since teenager .. stress bought out my illness at 28 .. lay dormant .. not much is known about it in males especially a white male.. what i will say is i told i had 3 to 5 years to live.. i got saved by girls on forums with it .. not doctors yes i stil have it .. but i manage it .. u change ya life everything if it means something to u . if it means nothing u use excuse . money cant buy health .. u cant take houses an assets to the grave .. cant buy love , happiness . an lots more.. the most beautiful curve on any girls body her smile .. a true smile u feel in energy an eyes .. to find balance in life .. is the key 🥰