@aliyah_tishlaaaaaaaa: Jaykey, it hurts knowing your gone, it hurts knowing you've been gone for so long and yet your still the best thing I've had close to a father, haven't truly had a father figure ever since you've passed away, I wish you were here to yell at me for getting the coppers on me, and laugh at me for all the stupid shit I do, jaykey it's you, your the reason I stay strong everyday as well as your siblings and your mum, this whole family has saved me in ways that I cannot explain, it feels like a part of me is missing every time I think about you, like karley says "you the part of jaykey I've never had" but jaykey you were the part of me I've never had, and it hurts knowing I'm never ever gonna get that part back in my lifetime, I'm trying my hardest jaykey I really really am, I just am tired of fighting for a life I don't even want, but maybe if you were here everything would be different, maybe I would be happy with this stupid fucking life I have, I'm trying though jaykey for you, for your family, because I know if I lost this battle and I see you where ever you are Xi know your gonna be upset with me for not trying to fight longer then I did, that's why I fight the voices, the thoughts in my head because I don't want to dissapoint you, thank you for being the closet thing to a dad I couldve ever had I miss you always and forever. fly high my angel🕊

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