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Here I am again, ranting into the void like I always do because honestly, I don’t know what else to do with myself. Posting videos is the only thing that keeps me from completely unraveling—it’s like, for a few moments, I can pretend my life has meaning. But today? Total waste of time. I had noodles for breakfast (again — sixth time this week, so that’s where I’m at), and I’ve been glued to my phone all day, scrolling through TikTok. I don’t know where I’m supposed to belong. At school, I get bullied like it’s some kind of sport for people, and it’s exhausting. But at least there, I get to see my friends. I get to see MY BOYFRIEND :3! And somehow, that makes it bearable—just knowing I get to be near him, even if everything else feels like a nightmare. But then there’s home. Home isn’t better. Sure, I don’t have to deal with people being awful to my face, but it’s so suffocating. It’s this quiet, empty kind of loneliness where I don’t even feel like I fit. Like I’m not wanted here, either. And it’s not like I can talk to anyone about it because who would even care? And then there’s Jackson. God, Jackson. The only friend who basically ruined my summer. I can’t stop thinking about him today. I don’t even know why—it’s been forever since we talked. I keep telling myself I should just move on, that he’s probably happier without me in his life, and I don’t want to mess that up. But I miss him. I miss the way we used to talk for hours, the way he just got me when no one else did. I miss feeling like I mattered to someone. But if I reached out, what would even happen? We’d talk for a bit, maybe. And then it would fall apart, like it always does. It’s like every time I let someone close, I find a way to ruin it. And knowing that doesn’t make it hurt any less. Even with Alex, it feels like things are slipping. We barely talk now, and I don’t know if it’s my fault or if this is just what happens. I want to fix it, but I don’t even know how. I don’t want to lose him, but it’s like I can see the ending coming, and I’m too tired to stop it. I hate that I do this—push people away, or maybe just let them drift until they’re gone. But at the same time, I’m scared to try harder because what if they don’t want me back? Anyways, I finally married Harvey in Stardew Valley today. I thought it would feel like a win, but it didn’t. It was just another thing I did, another way to distract myself from the fact that I’m falling apart. I don’t even know why I’m writing all of this down. Maybe it’s just because I feel like if I don’t let it out somehow, I’ll drown in it. If you actually read all of this, thank you. It’s stupid, but it means a lot that someone would take the time to listen to my mess. You’re the real one an ilysm (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡ | FIRE Ahh tags: #killingstalkingedit #killingstalking #k1llingstalking #sangwoo #ashes #ashwoo #yoonbum #psyhologicalhorror #koogi #fanart #fyppppppppppppppppppppppp #fyp #fypシ゚viral #fyppppppppppppppppppppppp #fyppppppppppppppppppppppp #fyp #fypシ゚viral #fyppppppppppppppppppppppp #fyppppppppppppppppppppppp #fypppppppppppppppppppppp #fyppppppppppppppppppppppp
Here I am again, ranting into the void like I always do because honestly, I don’t know what else to do with myself. Posting videos is the only thing that keeps me from completely unraveling—it’s like, for a few moments, I can pretend my life has meaning. But today? Total waste of time. I had noodles for breakfast (again — sixth time this week, so that’s where I’m at), and I’ve been glued to my phone all day, scrolling through TikTok. I don’t know where I’m supposed to belong. At school, I get bullied like it’s some kind of sport for people, and it’s exhausting. But at least there, I get to see my friends. I get to see MY BOYFRIEND :3! And somehow, that makes it bearable—just knowing I get to be near him, even if everything else feels like a nightmare. But then there’s home. Home isn’t better. Sure, I don’t have to deal with people being awful to my face, but it’s so suffocating. It’s this quiet, empty kind of loneliness where I don’t even feel like I fit. Like I’m not wanted here, either. And it’s not like I can talk to anyone about it because who would even care? And then there’s Jackson. God, Jackson. The only friend who basically ruined my summer. I can’t stop thinking about him today. I don’t even know why—it’s been forever since we talked. I keep telling myself I should just move on, that he’s probably happier without me in his life, and I don’t want to mess that up. But I miss him. I miss the way we used to talk for hours, the way he just got me when no one else did. I miss feeling like I mattered to someone. But if I reached out, what would even happen? We’d talk for a bit, maybe. And then it would fall apart, like it always does. It’s like every time I let someone close, I find a way to ruin it. And knowing that doesn’t make it hurt any less. Even with Alex, it feels like things are slipping. We barely talk now, and I don’t know if it’s my fault or if this is just what happens. I want to fix it, but I don’t even know how. I don’t want to lose him, but it’s like I can see the ending coming, and I’m too tired to stop it. I hate that I do this—push people away, or maybe just let them drift until they’re gone. But at the same time, I’m scared to try harder because what if they don’t want me back? Anyways, I finally married Harvey in Stardew Valley today. I thought it would feel like a win, but it didn’t. It was just another thing I did, another way to distract myself from the fact that I’m falling apart. I don’t even know why I’m writing all of this down. Maybe it’s just because I feel like if I don’t let it out somehow, I’ll drown in it. If you actually read all of this, thank you. It’s stupid, but it means a lot that someone would take the time to listen to my mess. You’re the real one an ilysm (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡ | FIRE Ahh tags: #killingstalkingedit #killingstalking #k1llingstalking #sangwoo #ashes #ashwoo #yoonbum #psyhologicalhorror #koogi #fanart #fyppppppppppppppppppppppp #fyp #fypシ゚viral #fyppppppppppppppppppppppp #fyppppppppppppppppppppppp #fyp #fypシ゚viral #fyppppppppppppppppppppppp #fyppppppppppppppppppppppp #fypppppppppppppppppppppp #fyppppppppppppppppppppppp

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