Have you seen Aladdin? Or wait it's lord of the rings. I feel like the king who was under a curse for so long. So many things around me has changed. I haven't even noticed. So many things right in front of me. I have been so focused on my health. Before that was bedbound and lockdowns. So much time has went by. Another analogy I can give you about how I feel. Like in infinity wars marvel movie. People was snapped away for 5 years. That's what i feel like. The world kept going but I experienced 1 day while world did 5 years. It's so weird. Starting today. After long thoughts of what I wanna do for myself. Job wise. I'm going to be going all in on social media for a year. If i can't make it full time. I'll not be posting anymore. I need to start thinking about my future. My whole life never thought about my future. Always about the right now. - @nativesaiyan